Thursday, March 4, 2010

typical rant.

okay i know how busy people can get. i mean, hello, i'm in college and i have so many commitments to carry out.

i have began serving in the children's meetings on Lord's Day and when i say children i actually mean kids who are only about 3 years younger than me. i'm practically one of them. what's more, the new morning revival that we have to pursue from next week onwards is actually TWO weeks at a time because we have two books that we'll be pursuing simultaneously. also, this Lord's Day will be the commencement of the 96-lessons training, which comprises 96 weeks of training material. i have to pursue it for an hour everyday, and i have to meet up with saints every week to have fellowship and pursue. what's more, i have assignments, projects, tests to study for, lab reports and various other annoying necessities that have to be carried out. do i like them? no! but that's life! if i want to get to medical school well that's just what i have to do!

and you think YOUR life is difficult? huh? wait until you get into my position, then you'll understand. you'll be crying out for attention.

you think YOU'RE busy? wait until you have to start juggling your school, social and spiritual life the way i do. wait until you're stuck in the middle of nowhere without the ability to just call up or text whoever i like at whatever time of day and wherever i am. think you'll survive? FORGET IT. you know nothing about survival.

sometimes i get so lonely i cry. you do NOT know the meaning of loneliness.

i know we shouldn't judge each other. i didn't judge first. rather, i was judged.
so let's leave it to God to be the judge yeah?

don't be so hasty to brush things away. you never know when they might disappear.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

eh u trying to say i not busy la now... lols

Linn said...

no... it's not a general comment... i know you're busy... its just that some people underestimate the term "busy" you know? they've known nothing yet. not when i've got to run to and fro because i dont have a mum or driver to ferry me around or because the bus and train are about to leave in 1 minute's time... i'm just frustrated that's all

Anonymous said...

Hey, take it easy. I was just.. erm.. just.. erm.. yeah i cant say i was kidding because I'm busy.. == but.. LOL

Linn said...

haha ya laaa i know youre super busy. neither the post nor the comment was directed at you okayyyy dont be so sensiteeef.

Anonymous said...

eh, who the one being sensitive la now? I diden say the post directed at me also you say liao LOL